Mentally and physically exhausted

I guess I have reached my limit.....time for changes...time to be decisive...time to nvr look back..time to stop trying so hard...no longer is "you happy can liao". I wonder what trigger these thoughts...maybe the demanding 830 lectures from tue- thurs, maybe I felt I wasn't treated fairly...maybe the weather was gloomy..maybe it was just me....many maybe, few answers...

But I think it is time for some changes......maybe a change in phone number would be good...maybe an overseas job would be wonderful....but obviously..it is time to change..

10 mths passed...maybe that's my limit...I used to thought I have "unlimited" patience...now i know sth new...I don't!

Motto: Be cruelly decisive

Quote from a friend: It depends on how much u are willing to contribute to a relationship which does not necessary rewards U..

how true? know ur limits....dun expect people to think the same way as u...expect less..better still...dun hope for things..luck isn't dependable..

Hope is a double-edged sword

Took part in a little quiz at the safety booth and have gotten the "mystery gift" after a go at spinning the prize wheel..here it is the mystery gift which I thot was quite useful!

See wat's inside! still got scissors! wahaha

Quote of the day: "Hope works both ways, can raise ur morale; can raise ur disappointment!" from JS.

A little frustration:

Maybe having no expectation is the best thing to do now..when things go smoothly dun expect it to continue..when u have a little, u would want more and be greedy..dun be...just be contented and let's nature takes it course! To the emo-ing ppl....CHEERS! you are not alone.....

Opps! too much fun too little work

After Monday's (20th) quiz...tuesday was Moon cake festival with the gang at chinese garden...lala...alot of photos and fun was on fb so nah...not posting here! =P

dun remember much abt last week though..thursday was meeting day...had a fruitful fyp update with prof Gan. Sat soccer. Sun morning soccer!

Sun afternoon.....buffet at Shabuya shabu shabu (vivo) !!! super shiok.....first time I got sick of beef, the tiger prawns were fantastic...sashimi was normal but still nice....company was excellent (:

Monday (27th) was slack day!! =P

Played badminton in sch today...visited HJ's shop at LPS! In between the activities, went on a little adventure...started out slow but turned out fun and enjoyable! (:

Hoping that the gd things come more often.

My weather forecast (adapted from personal taste) : Sunshine with rainbow after a heavy downpour..i'll be with U..so dun worry

Note: Happy birthday to U...another 1hr and u grow older le..tks for staying ard! =P

First Quiz for Yr 4

Fantastically exciting quiz...Material and energy!! C.K (Christian Kloc) is quite an interesting guy...actually I quite like the way he teaches..=P

Take a look at my breakfast before quiz (:

And my wonderful lunch at canteen 13 after QUIZ...yuk gae jang with Kimchi from everyone!

And I have finally used Dropbox...so convenient! Thank you shikky for introducing! (:Back pain leg pain day 1...visited the "Tie Da" uncle which I have not seen for a yr!

Seems like everyone got problem at home...so cheers guys/gals...hopefully things will get better some how..+U!

2 of my friends order Havaianas from Slippak.blogspot.com...i also want!! (:

OMG haha u can actually blog by sending email to a certain email address!! haha I m so not updated! i shall try it tmr! (:

Quote for today: "Some persons are very decisive when it comes to avoiding decisions." ~ Brendan Francis

Ai wan Bu Yao ming!

Sat and Sunday was kinda of boring...no where to go...nth to do....less studying!

lol...my sunday lunch was this, if u can see the many layers of choc in between the cake..fantastically fattening!

Had a great time at soccer today...worked my left leg well since my right knee is still giving me problems... gd news...rest for 2 wks...haha the right leg is freaking painful now...so time to study and do FYP...many quizzes to come...many tut to do...and proj to discuss...i see a wonderful sem of notes and revision!

WJ when is my shopping trip? wahaha!

ps: I had coke with salt today! "ahhhhh.....shiok!" =P

SunsHine after RAIN

Didn't manage to swim cos the dark clouds were all lining up when I started walking to the pool...so i turned back and had breakfast...Soon after, it really started raining so all plans were postponed! Slacking at home on a raining day is such an enjoyment!

Dinner: Seafood fish soup

Napped and went for a quick dinner at 5...headed down to HSA building at Outram for blood donation and found out that they change the vender for the drink stall...the nice auntie who always greeted everyone with a smile and green bean soup is no longer there. Gd things dun stay for gd...cherish while u still have it!

Blue bandages after blood donation (14th time)

Sunshine after rain....a lot things are staring to change for the better....and my turtle shell friend came out of the shell...haha! No more Coke but I m not in an urgent need to replenish supply...=P

Haha U know who u are....I stole ur PIC and put it on my blog!! =P

Long DaY

when u are/feel hurt, u hurt/accidentally hurt someone else....a vicious cycle.

Dear friend sorry for upsetting U....didn't meant it that way...but it came out that way...so dun hide too long in ur shell k...u may turn moldy(opps i didnt know i spelt it wrongly in the sms). Pass/Lend me ur shell when u are out...I also wanna try it..=P

Hadn't been a wonderful week for me..isn't the worse since Friday Sat Sun have not passed.

Friday's plan....self declared off day, morning swim, lunch, donate blood, watch movie (most prob cant find ppl), buy windbreaker, dinner, do tut. Sat, do tut, read notes, study quiz. Sun study study study study study......

Weary and worn out...the Coke ran out too......the only consolation is that pay is gonna be in tmr...

Money can't buy happiness but it certainly can get me my windbreaker!! A better day tmr...since it can't get any worse...

Weird WEDnesday

Had the $2.50 Mac breakfast with Rachel....attended Nano and went to The Palette for another BREAKFAST...wahaha..my first time at Palette...and they serve decent breakfast for $2.20-$2.50.

After all the breakfast, it was wii session again....the slackest week I had since last semester! Due to Union day, forensic science lect was postpone to 3pm...after that...things doesnt go smoothly at all.....Somehow...sth seems to be missing...had fun with wii...but feels empty and unsatisfying.

Maybe too much playing makes me a "dull boy"..MOTTO(s) for the remaining days: Do ur tut, read ur lect, fin ur FYP and projects asap...and breeze thru exams! Spend more time studying less time wondering on unless stuff!! Dun take things for GRANTED, be APPRECIATIVE!

what a dull, unproductive, frustrating and boring day!!

1L of COKE left...time to get more as days grow much more frustrating!

BUSY TuesDAY

830-1130 lessons...super tiring but the day got started with a nice MACDONALD big breakfast (suggestion from yun) and she got tagged to the grape jam haha...super evil me! =P

Apparently the 830 lect is FREAKING way too early for most ppl....look at the LT with only Christian Kloc in front staring at the blank seats...

haha lessons ended at 1130....and I played wii all the way till 5!! Oh MY GOSH!! super slack!!!

Den movie time (resident evil)....check out the amazing popcorn deal....$3 nia..we bought 2 sets...haha...super KIASUS!! Thank you WJ for the treat hehe...and JY for Step up 3D last thursday! =P

2free movies in a row....so XING FOO....which i literally do!

Haha one of my friend says got such thing as gd noisy and bad noisy...and I belong to the former! *grin*

Monday not so blue after all!

930am lesson on a Monday but i left home early and reach sch at 830!!! Surprisingly the NEL and EW trains weren't packed like sardines...what a pleasant Monday! Furthermore I am in my normal attire...berms and havaianas...which means not going to enter lab...(higher chance of playing wii)

Monday TUTORIALS are crazily popular....be it polymer tech, Mat and energy or Nano and Bio mat...all were packed if not large crowds standing outside waiting to rush in..Luckily we were KIASUS enough to rush in for the 2nd tut at 130pm....

No wii for today as someone beat me to the set...or rather we didnt wanna play...cos we were all shagged out and waiting to leave sch! =P

Tmr will be a better day....few lessons...long hrs of wii and a 630pm movie (Resident evil: afterlife) to top it all up! ((:

My very first POST

Shockingly, I dun remember when I actually created this blog but to those we actually know this blog...a big welcome to my complicated world.. HELLO!

Recently, I thought that I am feeling good but after yesterday and today, something just doesn't feel right. Like doing FYP, I went through a thinking process to find the root cause. But I realised something, I didn't even know myself well....how to find out what was wrong so I gave up and went to play soccer.

Things weren't bad at all but I just felt kinda weird so OTW home when I went past the NTUC, I turned back and grab 3L of COKE. That's the story of HOW the 3L of COKE came to my place! TATA my very first BO LIAO post =P